well, yesterday i was reading this blog page made by Mr.A-Z n wanted to write a note straightway,but my schedule held me over.
then i read this book conversation with God for teenage, early few pages,and the same theme came again.
and tonight,on my way back home from blok m,. i saw that it is true.
equality is still an expensive future for indonesia.
i`m not saying that this country is that bad, no,
but i really sad to see the fact that some people have to use such kind of bus, no longer enough to accommodate them all, while the others are so comfortable riding their sedan.
or worse, some eat at hanamasa,but the others beg for some in front of them in hunger,
gosh..
one book said that actually everything is there, abundant for everyone,but why they become so rare is just because some people think that they are rare and trying to dominate as much as they can for themselves.. i agree.
for my relieve, i know some people who dont.
they who become my role model,to live in this crazy world,
pray wish me be better
Kamis, Mei 27, 2010
mei
27 mei
well,senin besok UTS semester 4
hahaha, akhirnya tinggal sbentar lg tingkat 3
mei, si D ultah tanggal 2,
and as usual, i text her saying happy bday//
si b, ultah tgl 5,yisca masi inget. aku udah lupa, bahkan waktu nulis blog ini kesulitan mengingat namanya (emang pikun,:p)
ga penting lagi
mei, aku masi sama si H, dia masi di kuala lumpur,
jauh, tp q tunggu dgn setia,
well,kaget juga,ternyata aku bisa setia sebegini lama juga,hahahaha
ntar libur UAS mu nyusul ke KL
wait me dear love../
mei, STAN EC dapet presiden baru, si nanang
aku jadi minister of HRD, pray wish me the best..
mei,as always, banyak bgt yg terjadi di mei, my second best month after november,
i still b me, i still b loved by my love n my friends n my family,
thanx God for this may.
well,senin besok UTS semester 4
hahaha, akhirnya tinggal sbentar lg tingkat 3
mei, si D ultah tanggal 2,
and as usual, i text her saying happy bday//
si b, ultah tgl 5,yisca masi inget. aku udah lupa, bahkan waktu nulis blog ini kesulitan mengingat namanya (emang pikun,:p)
ga penting lagi
mei, aku masi sama si H, dia masi di kuala lumpur,
jauh, tp q tunggu dgn setia,
well,kaget juga,ternyata aku bisa setia sebegini lama juga,hahahaha
ntar libur UAS mu nyusul ke KL
wait me dear love../
mei, STAN EC dapet presiden baru, si nanang
aku jadi minister of HRD, pray wish me the best..
mei,as always, banyak bgt yg terjadi di mei, my second best month after november,
i still b me, i still b loved by my love n my friends n my family,
thanx God for this may.
Jumat, Januari 22, 2010
my panacea
i am happy because of you,
my love
here i check spektor`s songs, and it`s not only the call which suits me well,
love you more for showing me the way to love you more..
my love
here i check spektor`s songs, and it`s not only the call which suits me well,
love you more for showing me the way to love you more..
Kamis, Januari 21, 2010
New me, its already 2010!!
bahkan januari udah mu berakhir aja,
tp tidak dengan segala perubahan dan proses..
well, hari ini, 21 januari 2010, saya cuma mu nulis bahwa saya bener2 bahagia,
apalagi kalau bukan karena saya mencintai dan dicintai, oleh orang yang tidak sempurna bagi dunia tapi iya buat saya, keindahannya terasa sangat menyejukkan..
kamu yang saya yakin akan membaca ini, saya sayang kamu, makasih udah menjadi bagian hidup saya dan akan saya jaga cinta kamu..
love u so much
tp tidak dengan segala perubahan dan proses..
well, hari ini, 21 januari 2010, saya cuma mu nulis bahwa saya bener2 bahagia,
apalagi kalau bukan karena saya mencintai dan dicintai, oleh orang yang tidak sempurna bagi dunia tapi iya buat saya, keindahannya terasa sangat menyejukkan..
kamu yang saya yakin akan membaca ini, saya sayang kamu, makasih udah menjadi bagian hidup saya dan akan saya jaga cinta kamu..
love u so much
Minggu, Juli 05, 2009
tepian padang pasir dan gerbang biru
seonggok mayat tertinggal di belakangku,
baunya tetap anyir meskipun aku berusaha menutupinya dengan bunga-bunga plastik itu,
orang-orang memang hanya melihat bunga, tapi mereka tahu baunya adalah dari yang lain tentu,
berjam-jam aku berusaha mencari bentuk lain,
bunga atau kembang api atau lukisan,
tapi memang bau itu tetap ada menyengat,
tidak terlihat tapi memuakkan,
bahkan meski aku sudah mandi,
tapi sekarang aku mau pergi sja,
biarkan belatung menghabisi sisa mayat2 itu,
aku tak punya urusan lagi,
selain mendoakan mereka dan tidak perlu pusing akan baunya,
toh selangkah lagi ada sungai besar,
yang membatasi tepian padang pasir dan gerbang biru itu,
nanti bukan hanya badanku yang akan mandi,
tapi ada angin sungai yang mengalir lembut sepoi-sepoi,
melenyapkan bau dan menahan busuk itu di seberang,
sekaligus membuatku tenang dan tidak kepanasan,
dan nanti meski bangkai-bangkai itu ditemukan anjing,
mungkin memang akan habis dilahap hebat,
tapi baunya tidak akan menggangguku lagi,
karena toh aku akan segera masuk gerbang biru,
pagi indah dan senja dewa-dewa,
dan nanti bunga-bunga tak akan kuukir dari batu atau kayu,
bukan plastik atau keindahan lukisan,
tapi akan kunyanyikan lagu kesukaan,
kutampilkan warna-warna merdeka dalam nyata,
bunga-bunga itu akan punya keharumannya,
bukan lagi hanya kertas,
tapi kebahagiaan yang sesungguhnya,
.................
baunya tetap anyir meskipun aku berusaha menutupinya dengan bunga-bunga plastik itu,
orang-orang memang hanya melihat bunga, tapi mereka tahu baunya adalah dari yang lain tentu,
berjam-jam aku berusaha mencari bentuk lain,
bunga atau kembang api atau lukisan,
tapi memang bau itu tetap ada menyengat,
tidak terlihat tapi memuakkan,
bahkan meski aku sudah mandi,
tapi sekarang aku mau pergi sja,
biarkan belatung menghabisi sisa mayat2 itu,
aku tak punya urusan lagi,
selain mendoakan mereka dan tidak perlu pusing akan baunya,
toh selangkah lagi ada sungai besar,
yang membatasi tepian padang pasir dan gerbang biru itu,
nanti bukan hanya badanku yang akan mandi,
tapi ada angin sungai yang mengalir lembut sepoi-sepoi,
melenyapkan bau dan menahan busuk itu di seberang,
sekaligus membuatku tenang dan tidak kepanasan,
dan nanti meski bangkai-bangkai itu ditemukan anjing,
mungkin memang akan habis dilahap hebat,
tapi baunya tidak akan menggangguku lagi,
karena toh aku akan segera masuk gerbang biru,
pagi indah dan senja dewa-dewa,
dan nanti bunga-bunga tak akan kuukir dari batu atau kayu,
bukan plastik atau keindahan lukisan,
tapi akan kunyanyikan lagu kesukaan,
kutampilkan warna-warna merdeka dalam nyata,
bunga-bunga itu akan punya keharumannya,
bukan lagi hanya kertas,
tapi kebahagiaan yang sesungguhnya,
.................
juli
knapa tiba2 udah juli..
aku males nulis, tp gamau melewatkan waktu2 tanpa pembatas halaman juga, seolah-olah tidak pernah ada masa lalu karena memoriku yang terlalu usang hingga rambutku penuh uban..
hari tadi, minggu, 5 juli 2009, aku kaget bgt dapet sms dari yisca, tapikir cuma becanda..
isinya, "Ita agustina tmen kita meninggal.."
dan itu bukan becanda..
wheew, hidup ini apa sih, berliku-liku tanpa tahu dmana ujungnya..
agustina, or ita, keracunan, keracunan obat KB. baru umur berapa tp udah punya anak aja udah bikin miris, dan sekarang dia sudah harus mati.. apa artinya mati? apakah beda bagi orang-orang tua dan bagi ita yang baru 20 tahunan menjalani hidup?
sementara aku masih berkutat dengan urusan cinta..
skarang q udah punya pacar, R, tp q bahkan seperti tidak mengenalnya, bagaimana juga dengan R yang satunya, yang justru jadi menggantung ga jelas, dan kemaren pulang jakarta bareng bang ocha yang akibatnya aku jadi kangen lagi ma A, yang seharusnya aku lupain cepat-cepat. Tapi aku malah melihat pilihan-pilihan itu jelas di depan mata, karena aku begitu mencintainya..
1. aku mencari orang lain yang seperti dia
2. aku menjadi seperti dia untuk orang lain
3. aku menunggunya
dan sepertinya ketiga pilihan ini sama2 mustahilnya untuk dilakukan, gada, ga bakal ada orang kaya dia, gamungkin aku yang egois dan tidak setia ini bisa jadi penyabar dan super setia seperti dia, dan menunggunya, hmm, bahkan kesalahan dan kegilaan pacarnya yang udah sengeri itu tidak membuatnya mundur dari memperjuangkan kebaikan untuk pacarnya, kesempatanku kecil..
mungkin memang q cuma bisa cinta A dan D saja, atau semoga akan ada yang lain yang lebih baik.
semoga aku tidak seperti ita, yang selalu seperti ketakutan di mataku, karena ketidakjelasan hidup.. semoga aku tidak takut, yang berarti aku tidak merasa tidak jelas..
i will not say 'how could this happened to me' anymore, for in the end it will just the same end waiting for everyone..
thanx buat temen2 juga yang kmaren ngajak nonton ice age 3, bener2 hiburan yang tepat di saat yang tepat,
skarang saatnya aku untuk berubah memang, menjadi by carles, bukan lagi by dan tidak hanya charles, karena ternyata memang tidak sempurna bila hanya setengah saja..
inilah aku, dan aku bahagia karenanya..
i`m blissful for God loves me so much..
aku males nulis, tp gamau melewatkan waktu2 tanpa pembatas halaman juga, seolah-olah tidak pernah ada masa lalu karena memoriku yang terlalu usang hingga rambutku penuh uban..
hari tadi, minggu, 5 juli 2009, aku kaget bgt dapet sms dari yisca, tapikir cuma becanda..
isinya, "Ita agustina tmen kita meninggal.."
dan itu bukan becanda..
wheew, hidup ini apa sih, berliku-liku tanpa tahu dmana ujungnya..
agustina, or ita, keracunan, keracunan obat KB. baru umur berapa tp udah punya anak aja udah bikin miris, dan sekarang dia sudah harus mati.. apa artinya mati? apakah beda bagi orang-orang tua dan bagi ita yang baru 20 tahunan menjalani hidup?
sementara aku masih berkutat dengan urusan cinta..
skarang q udah punya pacar, R, tp q bahkan seperti tidak mengenalnya, bagaimana juga dengan R yang satunya, yang justru jadi menggantung ga jelas, dan kemaren pulang jakarta bareng bang ocha yang akibatnya aku jadi kangen lagi ma A, yang seharusnya aku lupain cepat-cepat. Tapi aku malah melihat pilihan-pilihan itu jelas di depan mata, karena aku begitu mencintainya..
1. aku mencari orang lain yang seperti dia
2. aku menjadi seperti dia untuk orang lain
3. aku menunggunya
dan sepertinya ketiga pilihan ini sama2 mustahilnya untuk dilakukan, gada, ga bakal ada orang kaya dia, gamungkin aku yang egois dan tidak setia ini bisa jadi penyabar dan super setia seperti dia, dan menunggunya, hmm, bahkan kesalahan dan kegilaan pacarnya yang udah sengeri itu tidak membuatnya mundur dari memperjuangkan kebaikan untuk pacarnya, kesempatanku kecil..
mungkin memang q cuma bisa cinta A dan D saja, atau semoga akan ada yang lain yang lebih baik.
semoga aku tidak seperti ita, yang selalu seperti ketakutan di mataku, karena ketidakjelasan hidup.. semoga aku tidak takut, yang berarti aku tidak merasa tidak jelas..
i will not say 'how could this happened to me' anymore, for in the end it will just the same end waiting for everyone..
thanx buat temen2 juga yang kmaren ngajak nonton ice age 3, bener2 hiburan yang tepat di saat yang tepat,
skarang saatnya aku untuk berubah memang, menjadi by carles, bukan lagi by dan tidak hanya charles, karena ternyata memang tidak sempurna bila hanya setengah saja..
inilah aku, dan aku bahagia karenanya..
i`m blissful for God loves me so much..
Jumat, Mei 22, 2009
merengkuh hidup yang hampir lepas
berapa lama,,
masih berapa lama aku hidup
dengan bersandar pada kepingan kaca hati berlumuran darah..
terinjak-injak pecah oleh semua orang..
dan semakin kugenggam rasa, teriris lagi jari hingga nadi
semakin perih terpercik darah
meski malaikat-malaikat tetap ada,
menciumku dan mengelus lukaku, namun tak kunjung pulih
gonggongan anjing membuyarkan lamunku,
ternyata anjing itu bahagia,
bahkan anjing itu bahagia..
menikmati rasanya sendiri..
maka aku juga harus menikmati..
memuja lagi,
menangis lagi,
tertawa lagi,
teriris lagi,
dicintai lagi,
mati lagi,
hidup lagi,
sekarang sepi,
berapa lama,
masih berapa lama aku hidup?
kali ini aku tak meminta jawaban.
masih berapa lama aku hidup
dengan bersandar pada kepingan kaca hati berlumuran darah..
terinjak-injak pecah oleh semua orang..
dan semakin kugenggam rasa, teriris lagi jari hingga nadi
semakin perih terpercik darah
meski malaikat-malaikat tetap ada,
menciumku dan mengelus lukaku, namun tak kunjung pulih
gonggongan anjing membuyarkan lamunku,
ternyata anjing itu bahagia,
bahkan anjing itu bahagia..
menikmati rasanya sendiri..
maka aku juga harus menikmati..
memuja lagi,
menangis lagi,
tertawa lagi,
teriris lagi,
dicintai lagi,
mati lagi,
hidup lagi,
sekarang sepi,
berapa lama,
masih berapa lama aku hidup?
kali ini aku tak meminta jawaban.
mei
nah loh, knapa malah jadi kaya curhat bulanan..
hahaha, gapapalah, toh fungsi blog ini adalah tempat nyampah, pengganti teman2 yang jauh..
mungkin itu salah satu sebab knapa q jadi jarang ulis, karena in the real world i have noone to nyampah, jadinya kebanyakan event berlalu dengan sendirinya...
Mei,
ya.
tentu saja mei adalah bulan besar.. secara, si d ultah di awal bulan ini,
she`s 20 already.. hmmm....
wait, just read my previous posting n so much have been left behind for only a month?? great..
kemaren ALSA keren banget, we got a great time..
timq masuk terus mpe semifinal, sayang kalah dari ATMA, tipis sih, 3-2, tp tep aja menyakitkan, we supposed to stand on that final debate..
tim 2 masuk mpe octofinal, bagus juga, trus adju dr STAN, nic ma ogy jg ngebreak, komplit deh.. sayang tasa blum beruntung..
Trus kmaren senior2 menang d NDC, that will be STAN resurrection of course.. hahaha, whata euforia..
IP
yah IP pertama lumayan juga, 3,65
thanx God, ranking 2 d kelas, tp blum puas, soale kelas laen ada yang mpe 3,8, great..
yang bikin sekarang agak kurang sempurna adalah karena aku belum punya seseorang buat dicintai lagi..
hiks, i`m waiting for that one.....
yah, semoga aku bisa terus hidup dan menikmati hidupku...
kangen solo........
hahaha, gapapalah, toh fungsi blog ini adalah tempat nyampah, pengganti teman2 yang jauh..
mungkin itu salah satu sebab knapa q jadi jarang ulis, karena in the real world i have noone to nyampah, jadinya kebanyakan event berlalu dengan sendirinya...
Mei,
ya.
tentu saja mei adalah bulan besar.. secara, si d ultah di awal bulan ini,
she`s 20 already.. hmmm....
wait, just read my previous posting n so much have been left behind for only a month?? great..
kemaren ALSA keren banget, we got a great time..
timq masuk terus mpe semifinal, sayang kalah dari ATMA, tipis sih, 3-2, tp tep aja menyakitkan, we supposed to stand on that final debate..
tim 2 masuk mpe octofinal, bagus juga, trus adju dr STAN, nic ma ogy jg ngebreak, komplit deh.. sayang tasa blum beruntung..
Trus kmaren senior2 menang d NDC, that will be STAN resurrection of course.. hahaha, whata euforia..
IP
yah IP pertama lumayan juga, 3,65
thanx God, ranking 2 d kelas, tp blum puas, soale kelas laen ada yang mpe 3,8, great..
yang bikin sekarang agak kurang sempurna adalah karena aku belum punya seseorang buat dicintai lagi..
hiks, i`m waiting for that one.....
yah, semoga aku bisa terus hidup dan menikmati hidupku...
kangen solo........
Kamis, April 02, 2009
april already
so, a month,
i didnt write any note for march, do i?
wait!!
even for february too..
w o w,
wonder how, cuz many things happened actually, between that great january and this great april..
somehow, many are about my school.. get exams, UAS, then it is time for take a great holiday already,
others are about others,,
debate,
one of my new world in STAN, met new people, took part in some competition, being adjudicator for ISDC, hmm, it was all fun..
FES 2009, i was in a great team with shidiq and nanang, with whom i could make a solid team that -though lucky for sure- we could manage to get to the quarterfinal, hmm, nice record for me, that on that moment we face the FES champion proudly,
ISDC 2009, being adjudicator for those kids were great indeed,
that i saw talents like hanif, vulkania, n rifky,
i will never forget them.
ALSA EComp UI 2009, will come soon, that my team are expected to get the best deal. I`ll try of course, let us see the result 3 weeks ahead..
i met many debaters, from around indonesian varsities, UI, UGM, ITB, ATMA, Binus, UPH, etc. give me some new touch of course, that i know now that whatever it is, one have to have a dream. To be better one..
Love??
Nothing new actually, until recently i met this person so willing to love me, though i dont play hardball.. two persons actually, and one another i`m trying to get closer this girl, i`ll see for awhile, as usual..
Holiday,
I spent much on briefing SMA-SMA around me for they preparing themself for UAN and USM STAN.. Exhausting yet Sophisticating.. To see youngsters around, hehehe..
Now, just preparing my ALSA matter at home, waiting for friends to hang around at least once before back to bintaro, n waiting sweatingly for my IP.. huft..
Oh Dear God, Thanx for everything..
i didnt write any note for march, do i?
wait!!
even for february too..
w o w,
wonder how, cuz many things happened actually, between that great january and this great april..
somehow, many are about my school.. get exams, UAS, then it is time for take a great holiday already,
others are about others,,
debate,
one of my new world in STAN, met new people, took part in some competition, being adjudicator for ISDC, hmm, it was all fun..
FES 2009, i was in a great team with shidiq and nanang, with whom i could make a solid team that -though lucky for sure- we could manage to get to the quarterfinal, hmm, nice record for me, that on that moment we face the FES champion proudly,
ISDC 2009, being adjudicator for those kids were great indeed,
that i saw talents like hanif, vulkania, n rifky,
i will never forget them.
ALSA EComp UI 2009, will come soon, that my team are expected to get the best deal. I`ll try of course, let us see the result 3 weeks ahead..
i met many debaters, from around indonesian varsities, UI, UGM, ITB, ATMA, Binus, UPH, etc. give me some new touch of course, that i know now that whatever it is, one have to have a dream. To be better one..
Love??
Nothing new actually, until recently i met this person so willing to love me, though i dont play hardball.. two persons actually, and one another i`m trying to get closer this girl, i`ll see for awhile, as usual..
Holiday,
I spent much on briefing SMA-SMA around me for they preparing themself for UAN and USM STAN.. Exhausting yet Sophisticating.. To see youngsters around, hehehe..
Now, just preparing my ALSA matter at home, waiting for friends to hang around at least once before back to bintaro, n waiting sweatingly for my IP.. huft..
Oh Dear God, Thanx for everything..
you see friends i see lovers
You said
This would never end
But I want you for more than just my friend
Yeah
And you said
This is hard to say
I never really looked at you that way
Getting scared, to tell you how I feel
Its not a passing thing I know its real
And if you have a reason
Not to move it on
So what about it baby
If you say no
Ill still be there
You keep running
Im still falling
You dont know this
Its something new my hearts discovered
You keep running
Ill keep calling
Till you notice
You see friends but I see lovers
You see friendship I see love
You see friendship I see love
Dont be scared
To let me in your heart
I've been there before
But I played a different part
And if you have a reason
Not to move it on
So what about it baby
If you say no
Ill still be there
You keep running
Im still falling
You dont know this
Its something new my hearts discovered
You keep running
Ill keep calling
Till you notice
You see friends but I see lovers
You see friendship I see love
You see friendship I see love
And if you have a reason
Not to move it on
So what about it baby
If you say no
Ill still be there
You keep running
Im still falling
You dont know this
Its something new my hearts discovered
You keep running
Ill keep calling
Till you notice
You see friends but I see lovers
Yeah, yeah, yeah
You want friendship I want love
You want friendship I want love
You want friendship I want love
You want friendship I want love
What is it I'm dreaming of?
.......
i`ve been there once, yes i love her, till now..
This would never end
But I want you for more than just my friend
Yeah
And you said
This is hard to say
I never really looked at you that way
Getting scared, to tell you how I feel
Its not a passing thing I know its real
And if you have a reason
Not to move it on
So what about it baby
If you say no
Ill still be there
You keep running
Im still falling
You dont know this
Its something new my hearts discovered
You keep running
Ill keep calling
Till you notice
You see friends but I see lovers
You see friendship I see love
You see friendship I see love
Dont be scared
To let me in your heart
I've been there before
But I played a different part
And if you have a reason
Not to move it on
So what about it baby
If you say no
Ill still be there
You keep running
Im still falling
You dont know this
Its something new my hearts discovered
You keep running
Ill keep calling
Till you notice
You see friends but I see lovers
You see friendship I see love
You see friendship I see love
And if you have a reason
Not to move it on
So what about it baby
If you say no
Ill still be there
You keep running
Im still falling
You dont know this
Its something new my hearts discovered
You keep running
Ill keep calling
Till you notice
You see friends but I see lovers
Yeah, yeah, yeah
You want friendship I want love
You want friendship I want love
You want friendship I want love
You want friendship I want love
What is it I'm dreaming of?
.......
i`ve been there once, yes i love her, till now..
your body is a wonderland
We got the afternoon,
You got this room for two,
One thing I've left to do,
Discover me,
Discovering you.
One mile to every inch of,
Your skin like porcelain,
One pair of candy lips and,
Your bubblegum tongue.
Cause if you want love,
We'll make it,
Swim in a deep sea,
Of blankets,
Take all your big plans,
And break 'em,
This is bound to be a while.
Your body is a wonderland,
Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands),
Your body is a wonderland.
Something 'bout the way the hair falls in your face,
I love the shape you take when crawling towards the pillowcase,
You tell me where to go and,
Though I might leave to find it,
I'll never let your head hit the bed,
Without my hand behind it.
You want love,
We'll make it,
Swim in a deep sea,
Of blankets,
Take all your big plans,
And break 'em,
This is bound to be a while.
Your body is a wonderland,
Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands),
Your body is a wonderland.
Damn baby,
You frustrate me,
I know you're mine, all mine, all mine
But you look so good it hurts sometimes.
Your body is a wonderland,
Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands),
Your body is a wonderland,
You got this room for two,
One thing I've left to do,
Discover me,
Discovering you.
One mile to every inch of,
Your skin like porcelain,
One pair of candy lips and,
Your bubblegum tongue.
Cause if you want love,
We'll make it,
Swim in a deep sea,
Of blankets,
Take all your big plans,
And break 'em,
This is bound to be a while.
Your body is a wonderland,
Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands),
Your body is a wonderland.
Something 'bout the way the hair falls in your face,
I love the shape you take when crawling towards the pillowcase,
You tell me where to go and,
Though I might leave to find it,
I'll never let your head hit the bed,
Without my hand behind it.
You want love,
We'll make it,
Swim in a deep sea,
Of blankets,
Take all your big plans,
And break 'em,
This is bound to be a while.
Your body is a wonderland,
Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands),
Your body is a wonderland.
Damn baby,
You frustrate me,
I know you're mine, all mine, all mine
But you look so good it hurts sometimes.
Your body is a wonderland,
Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands),
Your body is a wonderland,
Your body is a wonderland.
john Mayer - remembering this naughty song makes me smile, always
do i make you proud
[verse One:]
I've Never Been
The One To Raise My Hand
That Was Not Me
And Now That's Who I Am
Because Of You
I Am Standing Tall
My Heart Is Full
Of Endless Gratitude
You Were The One
The One To Guide Me Through
Now I Can See
And I Believe
It's Only Just Beginning
[chorus:]
This Is What We Dream About
But The Only Question With Me Now
Is Do I Make You Proud
Stronger Than I've Ever Been Now
Never Been Afraid Of Standing Out
Do I Make You Proud
[verse Two:]
I Guess Ive Learned
To Question Is To Grow,
That You Still Have Faith,
Is All I Need To Know,
Ive Learned To Love,
Myself In Spite Of Me,
And Ive Learned To
Walk On The Road I Believe.
Everybody Needs To Rise Up
Everybody Needs To Be Loved
To Be Loved
Everybody Need To Rise On
Everybody Needs To Be Loved, To Be Loved
This Is What We Dream About
But The Only Question With Me Now
Is Do I Make You, Do I Make You Proud
This Is What We Dream About
Never Been Afraid Of Standing Out
Do I Make You Proud
Stronger Than I've Ever Been
Never Been Afraid Of Standing Out
Do I Make You Proud
I've Never Been
The One To Raise My Hand
That Was Not Me
And Now That's Who I Am
Because Of You
I Am Standing Tall
My Heart Is Full
Of Endless Gratitude
You Were The One
The One To Guide Me Through
Now I Can See
And I Believe
It's Only Just Beginning
[chorus:]
This Is What We Dream About
But The Only Question With Me Now
Is Do I Make You Proud
Stronger Than I've Ever Been Now
Never Been Afraid Of Standing Out
Do I Make You Proud
[verse Two:]
I Guess Ive Learned
To Question Is To Grow,
That You Still Have Faith,
Is All I Need To Know,
Ive Learned To Love,
Myself In Spite Of Me,
And Ive Learned To
Walk On The Road I Believe.
Everybody Needs To Rise Up
Everybody Needs To Be Loved
To Be Loved
Everybody Need To Rise On
Everybody Needs To Be Loved, To Be Loved
This Is What We Dream About
But The Only Question With Me Now
Is Do I Make You, Do I Make You Proud
This Is What We Dream About
Never Been Afraid Of Standing Out
Do I Make You Proud
Stronger Than I've Ever Been
Never Been Afraid Of Standing Out
Do I Make You Proud
Do I Make You Proud
Taylor Hicks -- Do I Make You Proud
The song i used to sing recently..
reach
Some dreams live on in time forever
Those dreams, you want with all your heart
And Ill do whatever it takes
Follow through with the promise I made
Put it all on the line
What I hoped for at last would be mine
If I could reach, higher
Just for one moment touch the sky
From that one moment in my life
Im gonna be stronger
Know that Ive tried my very best
Id put my spirit to the test
If I could reach
Some days are meant to be remembered
Those days we rise above the stars
So Ill go the distance this time
Seeing more the higher I climb
That the more I believe
All the more that this dream will be mine
If I could reach, higher
Just for one moment touch the sky
From that one moment in my life
Im gonna be stronger
Know that Ive tried my very best
Id put my spirit to the test
If I could reach
If I could reach, higher
Just for one moment touch the sky
Im goona be stronger
From that one moment in my life
Im gonna be so much stronger yes I am
Know that Ive tried my very best
Id put my spirit to the test
If I could reach higher
If I could, if I could
If I could reach
Reach, Id reach, Id reach
Id reach Id reach so much higher
Those dreams, you want with all your heart
And Ill do whatever it takes
Follow through with the promise I made
Put it all on the line
What I hoped for at last would be mine
If I could reach, higher
Just for one moment touch the sky
From that one moment in my life
Im gonna be stronger
Know that Ive tried my very best
Id put my spirit to the test
If I could reach
Some days are meant to be remembered
Those days we rise above the stars
So Ill go the distance this time
Seeing more the higher I climb
That the more I believe
All the more that this dream will be mine
If I could reach, higher
Just for one moment touch the sky
From that one moment in my life
Im gonna be stronger
Know that Ive tried my very best
Id put my spirit to the test
If I could reach
If I could reach, higher
Just for one moment touch the sky
Im goona be stronger
From that one moment in my life
Im gonna be so much stronger yes I am
Know that Ive tried my very best
Id put my spirit to the test
If I could reach higher
If I could, if I could
If I could reach
Reach, Id reach, Id reach
Id reach Id reach so much higher
Be stronger
Gloria Estefan--Reach
thanx mas otonk yang buatku temukan lagu ini
Sabtu, Januari 24, 2009
another culmination
aduh.. ni saatnya ngeluh..
ditengah2 nyari dana buat acara2 kampus yang susah banget..
aku malah dapet beberapa masalah besar..
selain teman yang sering menasehati gi sibuk banget dan gabisa diganggu, panitia yang laen kaga bisa diandelin bisa bantu, kemaren beberapa hari yang lalu ibu telp malem2, secara q gi rapat panitia makrab, q sms ibu dan bilang q lagi rapat dan telp besok aja, tp q dah dapet firasat kalo ibu telp kali ini karena ada yang penting bgt,
dan besoknya, beneran, pagi ibu telp sambil nangis, aduh.. kenapa harus nangis sih, jangan ibu..
ibu bilang kalo eyang yang d boyolali sakitnya kambuh, yang berarti eyang pulang kerumah dan karena gada yang ngurusin, karena eyangku sendiri sibuk, dan adek sekolah, maka itu artinya ibu harus pulang dan tinggal drumah dan gabisa kemana2, hmph..
efek selanjutnya rasanya gaperlu diceritain disini..
yang paling bikin sedih adalah karena ini jadi beban mental yang berat bgt buat ibu..
ya Tuhan, tolong sembuhkan eyang yang sakit itu secepatnya..
aku bingung nih..
ditengah2 nyari dana buat acara2 kampus yang susah banget..
aku malah dapet beberapa masalah besar..
selain teman yang sering menasehati gi sibuk banget dan gabisa diganggu, panitia yang laen kaga bisa diandelin bisa bantu, kemaren beberapa hari yang lalu ibu telp malem2, secara q gi rapat panitia makrab, q sms ibu dan bilang q lagi rapat dan telp besok aja, tp q dah dapet firasat kalo ibu telp kali ini karena ada yang penting bgt,
dan besoknya, beneran, pagi ibu telp sambil nangis, aduh.. kenapa harus nangis sih, jangan ibu..
ibu bilang kalo eyang yang d boyolali sakitnya kambuh, yang berarti eyang pulang kerumah dan karena gada yang ngurusin, karena eyangku sendiri sibuk, dan adek sekolah, maka itu artinya ibu harus pulang dan tinggal drumah dan gabisa kemana2, hmph..
efek selanjutnya rasanya gaperlu diceritain disini..
yang paling bikin sedih adalah karena ini jadi beban mental yang berat bgt buat ibu..
ya Tuhan, tolong sembuhkan eyang yang sakit itu secepatnya..
aku bingung nih..
Minggu, Januari 18, 2009
MR A-Z
Details In The Fabric lyrics
(feat. James Morrison)
Calm down
Deep breaths
And get yourself dressed instead
Of running around
And pulling all your threads saying
Breaking yourself up
If it's a broken part, replace it
But, if it's a broken arm then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it
And hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your own name
And go your own way
And everything will be fine
Everything will be fine
Mmmhmm
Hang on
Help is on the way
Stay strong
I'm doing everything
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
And everything, everything will be fine
Everything
Are the details in the fabric
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling?
Are the things that make you blow
Hell, no reason, go on and scream
If you're shocked it's just the fault
Of faulty manufacturing.
Yeah everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Everything
Hold your own
And know your name
And go your own way
Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name)
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling? (Go your own way)
Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name)
Are the things that make you panic (Go your own way)
Is it Mother Nature's sewing machine?
Are the things that make you blow (Hold your own, know your name)
Hell no reason go on and scream
If you're shocked it's just the fault (Go your own way)
Of faulty manufacturing
Everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Hearts will hold
(feat. James Morrison)
Calm down
Deep breaths
And get yourself dressed instead
Of running around
And pulling all your threads saying
Breaking yourself up
If it's a broken part, replace it
But, if it's a broken arm then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it
And hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your own name
And go your own way
And everything will be fine
Everything will be fine
Mmmhmm
Hang on
Help is on the way
Stay strong
I'm doing everything
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
And everything, everything will be fine
Everything
Are the details in the fabric
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling?
Are the things that make you blow
Hell, no reason, go on and scream
If you're shocked it's just the fault
Of faulty manufacturing.
Yeah everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Everything
Hold your own
And know your name
And go your own way
Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name)
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling? (Go your own way)
Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name)
Are the things that make you panic (Go your own way)
Is it Mother Nature's sewing machine?
Are the things that make you blow (Hold your own, know your name)
Hell no reason go on and scream
If you're shocked it's just the fault (Go your own way)
Of faulty manufacturing
Everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Hearts will hold
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